Becoming Beatrix Kiddo

When my dear friend Alison (whom I’ve known for well over two decades and affectionately refer to as Bug) needs an extra dose of motivation, she channels her inner Beatrix Kiddo. You know, Uma Thurman’s kick-butt character in the Kill Bill movies. I admit that as I get older, I find I have less and less of a stomach for violent movies, but I don’t think I could ever break up with my beloved Quentin Tarantino. So I’m taking a cue from my pal and calling on my own inner Beatrix.

Beatrix Kiddo, you're my hero

Beatrix Kiddo, you're my hero.

On our recent travels, it became painfully aware that I am, how shall we say, woefully out of shape. I (mostly) eat well, and I’m somewhat flexible from the yoga, but when it comes to cardiovascular fitness, I pity my heart and lungs. And quite frankly, at 26 years old, that’s just sad. The good news is, all the hiking and biking we did, though it left me winded and with sore legs, reminded me that I actually enjoy working up a sweat outdoors. (Though I enjoy weight lifting and yoga inside, trying to power through cardio in a gym makes me miserable, so…I don’t.)

Halfway up Jirisan

I have spent so much time and energy in the past few years trying to figure out how to get healthy, how to get my body to work with me instead of against me. The phenomenal news is, I think I finally have figured it out. I know what fuels my body and what poisons it,* and I know just how important adequate sleep and regular yoga are to my well-being.

At the top of Jirisan. In front of rock. Which I can't read.

At the top of Jirisan. With a stone I can't read.

Then, on our vacation, I had what, to me, seemed like a radical thought: Now that my body works, I wonder what this puppy can do?! Could I do distance runs like Brigit and Jen? Could I finally tackle the pesky push-up goal? (For the record, my current push-up count brings me to a lifetime total of…zero. Yikes.) Could I bike a metric century? Could I do yoga every day for a hundred days a la Mel?

Wine in a can and our rented bicycles

Wine in a can, handsome fiance, and the bikes we rode all over Gyeongju. I love the color of mine, but hated the seat.

The more I started thinking about the possibilities, the more excited I got. I reflected on what I know about myself and exercise, and started making a plan of attack. First: exercise for the sake of exercise or vanity=boring. Training=awesome. Second: I’m a competitive little bugger. (Please see any board game I have ever played for reference.) Third: research and metrics and knowledge get me pumped. Fourth: I’m not good at doing things half way.

All this led to the logical conclusion that I would 1) train for a 10k this fall, 2) train to bike a metric century before I leave Seoul at the end of August, and 3) train to do 25 push-ups in a row by September. If Mel (yogini and web genius) designs a 100 day yoga training, I’ll do that, too.

Clearly, the operative word here is training. I need goals. I need to know what I’ve accomplished so I can either stop contentedly or push on for more. If I’m training for something, I can’t miss a workout; it would screw up my entire training schedule, which would drive me nuts.

Loving the big sky atop Jirisan

Loving the big sky at the top of the mountain

It’s also important to note that I’m not doing this in a vacuum. Michael’s training for the 10k with me, and I’m already loving running together. Friends are answering my endless questions about form and schedules. I even embraced my full inner dork/athlete and joined dailymile.com on the advice of the Holistic Health Junkie, and I’m mildly obsessed. By the way–if you’re on there, or you want to join and get started, go ahead and friend me so we can cheer each other on!

I know my goals are ambitious, and with the crazy summer schedule (13 hour days M-F, and another 9 or 10 hours on Sat, not counting prep work) coming up, I might fall short. But if nothing else, I think this training, coupled with what I know about giving my body the fuel it needs, will give me the stamina to get through the end of August, health intact. Stay tuned for details and updates, and goal revisions as I enter this latest phase of getting to know this body I’ve been given.

I leave you with this image of an absolutely glorious and enormous field of yellow flowers. I couldn't wait to go stand and revel in it.

*Nothing earth shattering here, folks. Good: plant-based protein, green smoothies, my magic enzyme powder, super foods. Poison: gluten, sugar, processed “foods”, animal products. This isn’t to say I never put the poison in, but it’s far less, and I understand the consequences.

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8 Comments

  • julian

    you can do it, Bea — er, Olivia. get KRL to give you the lunch or dinner slot off and then take the big break to run @ yangjaecheon. mid-day endorphins take the edge off hours of grinding grammatical freak-show.

  • Brittany

    Olivia, this is an awesome blog. How have I been missing out on it? Way to go on making goals. I was just talking to Brent about this the other day. My goal for getting in shape was to be healthy and become a personal trainer and to look like a personal trainer. Now that I do, I have been trying to figure out what my next goal is. Yours are very ambitious…so I appreciate the challenge you have given me/reminded me about. I need a goal, so now I am off to find one. Loves and Kisses!!

  • Corinne Bowen

    Go, Olivia! You are always an inspiration to me. Blogging along the way is always a big motivator, so I hope you’ll continue to take us along on your journey.

    xoxo

  • Melinda

    Hehe I love Alison’s inner motivator – might have to steal for my own use! You know how I like visualizations. :)

    Also, I must say that I love your goals; they are really helping to inspire me. I’m going to soul search a bit this weekend and try to figure out something similar that will work for me. I feel so cheesy and vain just having “wedding fitness” as a goal. Any ideas (biking isn’t an option, if you saw the hill I live on, you’d know why)?

    Good luck with all of this and keep us all posted on your progress!

  • Bessie

    You can do it!!!! Getting started is half the battle. Once you find a routine I bet the energy you’ll find and good feelings overall will keep you moving. And if you need any motivation – holler out to your peeps. Seems like you have a lot of support!

    Oh, and good job on the 10k goal – a goal like that will definitely keep you going!

  • Jen

    Hey Olivia,

    Great post and I love all of these pictures. You look fabulous!

    You have, in return, inspired me with your recent posts on motivation and running. I injured my knee last thursday on a run and took a week off to give it a break (I was bummed to be a bum). But you got me going again today – a mild 2 mi run – it was good to get back into the groove.

    See you on the daily mile, Chica!
    xo

  • the bug

    YOU ARE BEATRIX!

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